pmsumner

I have an interview tomorrow at 10am, I should go to bed... but considering that as of yet I don't actually know for 100% sure that I know where I am going, I'm a little stressed about it all... Thanks go to the dizzy bint at the agency who said she'd send me the relevant info over - but didn't.

I had a lovely weekend - Friday night was spent with Mono spods and having lots of fun. Saturday night was spent at a Ceilidh, and lots of dancing and drinking was had. Was good.

I currently feel that I'm not so much depressed, as just "out of it" a lot of the time. With nothing to do and no money to do anything, it's too easy just to slip into nothingness, life becoming a blur of nothingness and identical days of TV watching, internet usage and eating. Life becomes dull. And I'm finding it really really hard to work up any enthusiasm for this interview tomorrow. I'm trying to be enthusiastic, I'm just desperate for it, but not for the right reasons. I need this job. The work seems dull, not in the slightest bit exciting - but not knowing for sure makes trying to work up a sweat about it that much harder....

*sighs*

I need this. Even if purely for financial reasons....