pmsumner

Wondering how helpful Barclays will be if I go to them on Tuesday and say I need some help. Hmm. I'm fed up of being overdrawn permanently, so have decided to move bank accounts. As I am doing this, I think Barclays may tell me to stuff off, but if I go and make an offer to pay back my overdraught over a period of time, I don't know if they can say no. May be a bit optimistic asking them to freeze or at least reduce the interest I pay, but that's what I want :)

If it's a choice of money for them, or no money for them, I'm hoping I can bargain.

Christmas is coming, what am I going to buy for people? Hmmmm.... depends whether I'm working or not, which I _still_ don't know! ARGH!

Work/Bonus situation is ridiculous. I _smashed_ every single one of my targets this month, hitting top marks on everything. Yet I still don't get a bonus. Why? Because our departmental targets weren't hit, targets affected by people in other call centres, who I have no control over, didn't get off their fat lazy arses and do anything about it.

I wish I could explain how frustrating this is. I work well, I do the job well, I constantly out perform people who have been doing the job 3yrs more than I have, yet I'm getting no benefits from it. I can't stop doing a good job - what kind of ridiculous protest would that be?

I want this job in Hatfield more than anything now.

It's quite fun so far. Not what I'd been led to believe it was.

Finding the temptation to head off to Tesco and buy a bottle of vodka and a load of coke hard to resist. Just lucky I can't be arsed to drive there! :)

Is it time for bed instead, maybe? Bed, and Going Postal...