pmsumner

Unfortunately most of it has been forgotten....
I like the fact that you can have different "levels" of posts in this... it's nice. Comforting, in fact. I also like the fact you can't see who reads it, unlike Monochrome's diaries, where you get a log of all your readers. It can be a bad thing.

I wish I wish I wish I knew what I wanted from my life. I keep on trying to figure it out, but the answer isn't forthcoming. My meeting with Gareth (3rd yr project supervisor) was tough on me, he seems to h ave hit on a lot of home truths that I really didn't need spelt out to me. Whilst I've always known them, I guess I could have done without him telling me how much he knew :)

Basically - I'm a lazy git. If I wanted to do the work, I could do. But thinking about it, and sitting down, and DOING it, is a challenge. There's too much more I could be doing with my time, even if it IS watching TV, or reading websites, or learning anothe rprogramming language - the point here is that it isn't work. It's something I want to do.

*shrugs*

When I get into the workplace this'll either have to change, or I'll have to make sure I get an interesting job.... doing stuff I enjoy doing....